I wouldnt waste a tear...

by meizer

...if it wasnt for some real pure feelings...

And here i am...8 hours and 10 minutes before i go on this years vacation with my girls...I am not happy...I am really really sad.It looks like people these days can't feel.and it hurts this much.I'd prefer having my heart broken than this indecision that's bugging everyone..

HURT ME.WHAT ARE YOU F*CKING AFRAID OF?

I am not afraid.Never was.Never will be.

I wanna travel to neverland and be lost forever...I want someone to hurt me so i can feel whats real and whats fake...Coming to think of it once again,it is all fake.every-f*cking-thing.

my new song obsession doesnt help either...Close your eyes, enjoy and cry ...

I have already packed suitcases...I JUST wanna go:(